Wednesday, March 21, 2012

To :

      Beloved , sorry about that i can't help you do anything even you're in stress now . Because of the stress , you less caring me . Huhh , who i am right now ? Not your girlfriend or not a person anymore ? :'( I'm very tired to wait your message everyday , i care you , but you silent with me . When you're silent serious than when you're talking . Please care me more , don't make me feel that you're what they said . I don't care what they told me but please , prove to me that you're not and you wont :'(

      Friend , i know you're not stupid . Please , don't let others treat you like an idiot . Don't promise anyone before you think properly .
      Friend , i know you're very sad now . But what can you do ? Just keep silent and let him go , he wont cherish you anymore . Get off your hand before you get hurt . Protect yourself before you get a deep deep wound .
      Friend , do you know i hate you so much ? Get off your hand when you're talking with me . Don't act cute because you're not cute enough . Treat me better before i betray you , don't make me be hot temper and lastly i'm not your " kakak " ! FUQ OFF , BITCH !

      Sister and brother , thanks for the caring . I know you guys just don't want me get hurt from the others . Sister , i wont angry you go and check him , i know you just wanna protect me . Brother , sorry about the lies . I wish you can understand me . I promise , after this no more lies between us . I wish to gathering one more times ! I really need counseling !

      Daddy and mummy , sorry about the bad result . I'll do better in next exam . I'll not make you guys disappointed again . Try my best to fill happiness in your heart .

      Lovely grandma , i miss you so much . :'( I cried when i think of you . Continue few days few night i can't sleep in even i'm in freaking sick and tired situation . I miss you badly :'( I WANT BACK HOME !!



To myself , heyy . Cheer ! Everything gonna be alright ! Smile as much as you can :') Be tough yea ! No one will lend you shoulder if you not strong enough ! After fall down please stand up yourself , don't cry !