lol .

that cold .

better dont come find me .

you thought you is who ?

lol .

start hate you .

you spoil your image youself in my heart .

不要让每个人都要靠着你的情绪来走

你有不开心的时候 我们都有

Last post for 2010 . ♥

i most like this year . 2010

i most happy in this year since i was born .

i had try many that i never try before .

do many thing that i never do before .

no ballet , but i have ballroom dance .

anyway , i'm happy in this year .

welcome 2011 .

count down myself tonight .

watching television (317)

yesterday i was at Taiwan .

i went to 101 .

but today i at Sabah ,Keningau .

feel so...........fast .

i blame the trip , why dont stay more 2 days in Taiwan ?

if not , i can join their celebration dy .

huhu .

never mind .

next time .

i no so happy in this trip .

no shopping dao .

lol .

next time i want go myself .

dont want with trip anymore .

waste my time go those place hear they say fei hua .

intro what what what thing .

expensive dao wan vomit .

zzz .

anyway , happy new year everyone =)

pinyin mood =]

zai li kai zhi qian , wo dao le hai bian yi tang .

rang hai feng qing qing de chui zai lian pang .

yue liang he xing xing de dao yin fu xian zai hai mian shang .

wo ye xiang xiang ta men yi yang , gao gao de xuan zai tian shang .

rang wo kan yi kan zhe shi jie you duo shao ren he wo yi yang .

ceng jing bei ren yi wang , dui zhe ge shi jie bu zai ke wang .

wo chuan zhe hou hou yi shang , zhun bei li kai wo de gu xiang .

dai zhe da da de lv xing xiang , dao wai guo lv xing yi tang .

yi qian yi jia ren chu qu wan shi wo de yuan wang .

dan shi xian zai gen yi qian bu zai yi yang .

yin wei xiao sheng bu zai bi yi qian na me xiang liang .

suo yi zhe yi qie bu zai shi wo de qi wang .

For you , you . you . you . you . and myself . ♥

for you : 

sorry , i wont treat you as before anymore !

your attitude make me very beh song you .

zzz . before too believe you .

you are not my be love brother anymore .

is you done by yourself .

shit you !

 

 

for you :

thanks you . you because a boyfriend treat me like that .

you want your boyfriend do these do that . 

he did . but you ?

why you cannot do the same thing that you gave him ?

lol . seriously , not fair to him .

 

for you :

dont when you feel bored just come find me .

i'm not a ball for you play when you feel bored .

lol . lazy find you . 

when you find me , i juat will simply reply . 

for you :

dont treat me that good . 

you will regret one day . dont blame me on that time .

and thanks for your everything .

for you :

heyy , are you enjoy-ing your single life now ?

sure . i enjoy it too =)

hope you happy forever .

many liang 4 waiting you =)

 

 

for myself :

dont put too many time to thinking for your memories .

its time to end all of this .

its enough .

prepare for your next year PMR . 

do all the best . dont think go kk anymore .

i admit i already fall in love with ballroom dance .

but what can i do ? 

目的已经消失了  不会回来的  恨了

Happy =] ♥

今天我比平时早起床 为了去 Lelong Gai Gai

跟 Jessie

10++

Jessie 来我家街我 

然后就直接去 Lelong 那你跑街

热到我半条命 杀价杀到我像三姑六婆酱

像婆婆 xD

哈哈哈哈

那里的衣服便宜到他．．．．．．

没有话讲　３件１０块钱

哈哈哈

我只买baby衣服 给我家的小冬瓜

唯一我最疼的小冬瓜 我等她出世很久的小冬瓜

4++

回到家

直接拿出那些衣服给她试

结果== 太大件了

明年一定穿得下了

哈哈

今晚 我家有这么多个小瓜

冬至节快乐 ！！

到了11++ 我跟二哥傻了

玩拍照 ==

拿手套为主题

真的是闷到没有事情做

蠢样一大堆

哈哈哈哈

看着电话的时间

现在已经是凌晨4点钟

再过几个小时 有得回到那我原本的家

家？  他说我很幸福

他说我不该每次一直骂骂骂

我不是骂  我只是想发泄

我要的不是你们金钱上的满足

也不是你们物质上的满足

妈妈

我会跟在你背后

你做什么  我就做什么

但如果可以

我会选择先离开  离开一个残缺的爱

离开一个不完整的爱

离开一个没了一半的爱

new dancing team =)

i was join a dancing team here . 

feel so happy with you all .

even i'm the smallest one in all of you . 

but you guys still very care of me .

teach me step by step .

i love the way you guys practice .

this week i busy to practice with them for the perform tomorrow . 

at lido .

4pm .

dont know what function it is .

not clearly @@

i cant join with you all at all the perform .

but , when holiday i sure will go join back you guys .

i'm waiting for next year .

the perform in January i cant join .

but , the perform in May i will try my best to join you guys .

Good luck to our perform tomorrow =)

 

...

放弃你；

不是放弃爱你 痛苦的不是过去,而是记忆.

回首过往的点滴,这段感情就像一个沙漏,

哪怕自己已投入的再多,付出的再多,那沙子还是会一点点的流走,

到最后握在手里的只是一缕清风,和自己早已被风吹干的泪痕.

只有深爱的人才会让你笑的最甜,却也让你痛的最真.

回忆固然伤感亦美好,不如把这点唯一的美好,放在心底收藏至永远.

至少,我还有微笑的理由.

人生每天都在遭遇着历练, 梦想每天都在现实中蹉跎, 我倍感孤独,只有镜中的自己才懂得自己的心.

想你,是一种痛,隐隐的痛.

不常来,却挥之不去, 想你,是一种,刻骨铭心的痛.

不常来,却仍深刻.

曾以为,随着时间的流逝,爱会如那昙花般的消逝,

可是,我仍会在某个不经意的时候,清风般掠过心头,如刀割般的清楚,想你,从不知疲惫,却极痛.

不觉中已渗入血液,撕心裂肺.

走了这么久,

终于从梦中醒来,懂得了舍得.

舍得,有舍才有得,懂得了真正的幸福是放下.

曾经我不幸福,是因为我还未放下,沉浸在痛苦之中,

如今我学会了遗忘,明白只有放下,我才会幸福.

痛苦的不是过去,而是记忆.

美好的回忆,只是偶尔瞬间出现在嘴角的那一丝微笑,笑着忘了吧.

我更明白自己要的是什么,真实真实平淡的生活，温馨的日子.

再见了,我的爱人.

原谅我这样自做决定,我真的承受不起,

只因为爱的太深,

当城市都变得不再自然,我唯一能做的就是把手放开,

我开始相信人生最大的幸福就是放下,

祝福你,我爱的人,

只要你过得比我好.